I never knew that...
06.14.22@2:05pm..
2 years ago, while casually dating a man for 5 months, he belittled me for how I carry myself; being a lady. I was thinking about this yesterday as I've recently been reflecting on the last 2 years of his abusive behavior, mainly se**al abuse. Him putting me down for BEING A LADY (well I see now, a precursor to continued abusive traits) but a trait of emotional/verbal abuse: name calling.
A precursor to se**al abuse was in the form of a situation that occurred at a casino hotel in the summer of '20. He & some random man whom we both DIDN'T know, were going to violate me in a hotel at that casino downtown. A (the man I was casually dating) just standing there, next to this random man talking about things he was going do to me. A never once stood up to this man & instead, stood NEXT to HIM & listening/looking forward to this. WTF??? I was nervously pacing in a teeny tiny circle that I could've put an indentation there & the ONLY reason I was SAVED from what was about to happen was because security (I didn't realize they were about 30-50ft from us) intervened & asked if everything was ok here. Security told the random man to leave. Then I quietly told security everything was fine & thanked/apologized to them. As A & I were leaving, I went to the security desk by myself, apologizing & he stated I had nothing to apologize for as he noticed I looked like a scared little rabbit. As embarrassed as I was, I said very little about the intended r**e about to happen & thanked him for the intervention. As A & I were further away from public places/people, I, though scared, stood up to him & his disgusting actions & WhyTF would he do such a thing? Let such a thing about to happen. You're NOT a MAN, A.G. but a disgusting perpetrator.